i haven't written in awhile.

Sometimes the events in other people's relationships makes me scared for my own. There seems to be so many variables that can ruin something precious, and honestly that completely freaks me out. I've been thinking about this and summer a lot lately and I just get nervous. Not nervous for my own actions, not really nervous that I truly think something damaging will happen, just nervous for the thousands of things that could happen, that may never happen, but could.

Ali